Can I actually change the world?

That is the ten million dollar question today. Well pretty much every day sometimes I just forget to put on my super hero thinking cap. Unlike my grade school days my thinking cap no longer seems to exist or someone stole it. Not sure which yet but if fould please return to rightful owner. *taking a deep breath* okay....so the feeling of doing something great (or writing something great) is still weighing heavily on me as it always has, just heavier now. I get SO discouraged easily and purposely distract myself with mind-numbing activities. I need some gingkobalboa, if that is even spelled correctly. So if any of you have the anti writers block antidote please send it to me....prayers work good too.